Shahal-Devil

The music lent itself to the systematic destruction of each and every feeling I had left, all the nerve endings on fire shooting off responses of pleasure and pain so fast that my mind couldn't process them all fast enough an eventually it all bled together like cheap water colors. A breath in my ear, couldn't hear anything though I was sure someone had said something to me and I turned to look, see who it was at my right hand when it felt like the world had been pulled out from under me, like being on a roller coaster ride there was a certain weightlessness, the feeling of my stomach drop. A kiss so feather light it might not have been real

    I realize as I grow older that many of the things I once held dear slip through my fingers like sand, trying to hold back the tide of time is something that I will never be able to accomplish no matter how I try. People show their true colors, friends drift away, family dies. I'll give the friends that I know I can trust everything I've got, even if I'm not physically there anymore, after all I'm just a phone call and a six hour drive away. Though I can't stop time, maybe I can slow the progression of what it leads to. I once said that I wanted to do something big, something amazing with my life and I still do, maybe using time as an adv

And boy is life grand at this hour XD ....Best part is I'm not even drunk, just so damn tired that I'm out of it. No really when the word 'border' looks like 'Borat' at first glance that's the sign something may be wrong, then to top it off you laugh for a good minute and a half at that and talk nonsense to yourself about how you read the word wrong. It took me thirty seconds of staring to realize that I had put 'bye' instead of 'boy' in that first sentence and then another twenty before my brain decided that maybe I should change it so that this would make some sort of sense.....Oh my god so much 'S' man, they're taking over the fikken wor